i feel like a god man.
i doubt that anyone can still be like me and keep my cool after despite all.
but i exploded anyway. just that its internally.


stupid bank officer vs stupid incharge = waste of my resources.

fcking hell.
i will remember by heart, by hard.


...
too agonized that i am now depressed.
gosh.

its chinese new year after all.
lesser and lesser clubbings. after all i've got no time to really rest.
past few days were quite a blast. thought i didnt participate in the mahjong sessions..



i am so tired.
who isn't?

i'm on my way to hell.
but oh well, it feels worse than hell.

can it be april soon?
please please pretty please?



i wanna learn freehand!
and perhaps illustrator.

are you that kinda peeps who can work under stress?
or are you that kinda who'll fall sick every now and then?


every morning i woke up, feeling moronic, LAZY and struggling with my inner self.
i still DRAG myself to work.



at least i seriously do know how to deal with political bitches in my dept.
one day i will burn that bitch i fcking swear.



the bad past just dont last.
the present that comes with the tension.
the unpredictable future.



your choice.
whatever choice you make.. dont ever look back.