it is raining.
what a lovely weather to stay and sleep the whole day away, at my own comfort home.
then i saw a familiar name online..
itchy hand, i went to click.
and so we started talking..



you are one fcking busy woman.
and that is always something i hated about you.
six years ago, six years from then and six years later.
you are still forever giving me "excuses" or "reasons"..



maybe it is fated after all..
that we won't ever chance upon each other again.
goodbye.

it's been the third day and counting.
man, i really really really (fcking) HATE flu.
and please, stop your nonsense before i blow my top.
thank you very much.



kinky was so sweet to call me from KL.
boy, you're missed.
be back safe alright.



have a great weekend everyone.

hello.
i am back. on a saturday night, i was not out partying.
neither was i out having fun.




i am home.. after coffee with sweets and honey.
i finally got the tattoo that i had wanted.
the artist reversed the tattoo, which is what i wanted.
not exactly the same picture.. nevertheless, it turned out better.
:)



yes and my clothes got stained.
the tattoo was huge.
-.-'' i dont think that i will regret.





okay, going off. goodnight.

GRACE CHAN.
YOU ARE DAMN FCKED UP.
SO MANY SMART ARSE IN THE WORLD YOU DON'T MIX WITH, YOU FCKING MIX WITH A BITCH.
a bitch who thinks that she's pretty but fck it, she's just a pile of shit.
A BIG PILE OF SHIT.



yes, that fcking friend is another brainless one.
i will watch the fall of the regime of all morons where the area is stupidity concentrated.



fck you.
if any one of the two useless human beings is reading this.

work is.. seriously fcking boring.
when i say boring, i really meant it.
thus, the blunders.

ION ORCHARD IS OPENED!
let me correct myself.
only the LV shop in that building is opened.
not to mention, their business is even better than the one in Taka, as the QUEUE is considered exaggerating.




at times like this, where the recession has already hit, i wondered HOW did the singaporeans not only managed to survive but also managed to SPLURGE big time.




if you are a boss and you are recruiting, someone who came interview with a huge LV or prada bag, would you actually hire her?
especially the females..
i think perhaps not, coz they are rich enough to survive without a job.
okay, it's monday.





and yes, i bumped into a bitch in town, she called out to me and attempted to talk to me.
sadly, i just looked at her and said "i need to go".
the whole process wasted 3 seconds of my life.
please, you should know it when the other party is actually reluctant to talk to you.
if you dont, please please please do not have a second attempt..
basically, i do not entertain insignificant individuals.





thank you very much. hahahahaha.

here comes the mj craze again.
oh, Mr YIA visited.
haven't got a chance to say HI yet.
on the other hand, sweets is suspected with the swine flu.
she better stay home and dont be irresponsible please.




know why?
it's almost 800 cases already.
wtf?

"Knock You Down"
(feat. Kanye West, Ne-Yo)

[Keri Hilson:]
Heh... not again...
Oh... this ain't supposed to happen to me...

[Kanye West:]
Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vouiton-ed up or Reebok-in'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have - desert or disaster?

[Keri Hilson:]
I never thought I'd... be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
And you came in... and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I... already won first place

I never thought I'd... fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' about our life, house and kids (yeah)
Every morning I look at you and smile
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down... knocked me down

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

[Ne-Yo:]
I've never thought I
Would hear myself say (ooh)
Ya'll gon head
I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today (Kick it with my girl today)
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high (flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missle, that shot me out the sky (oh shot me out the sky)

(Hey) Till now I'm crashing, I don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could go back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss independent (oh, to the fullest), the load never to much, she helping me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

[Kanye West:]
Tell me now can you make it past your caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'
We, were never meant to be baby we just happened
So please, don't mess up the trick... hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes
Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess have asked someone that's only average
For advice
O.M.G, you listen to that, bitch?
Whoa it's me
Baby this is tragic
Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'm a ask him

[Keri Hilson:]
So I gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So I'll bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoaa, whoaaa
I'll admit it, I I was scared to answer loves call
Whoaa, whoaaa
And if it hits better make it worth the fall

(When it comes around)

[Chorus:]
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love come and knocks you down (oh)

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love comes and knocks you down (yeah)

just as when i was watching videos, my dearest kinky called.
he was on the way to play and we were talking about something serious, it was almost comparable to talking about career.
anyway, he lost something, very much important and yes he is going to the police station NOW.





tsk.
shit happens.
but at least i know that he ain't one whom i will condemn.
okay, that old old video is old but is still nice.

someone once told me.
you can sleep with a person for ten over years but you will never be able to know the changes that person might develop.
let alone, the mind.




for the mind is something unpredictable and unfathomable overnight.
yes yes.

blogger was down?
ANYWAY. need to test it again.
here comes the testing..
Shit you shit you f you f you.




i dont seemed to understand you anymore.

zzz.

STUPIDITY IS INCURABLE.
I STARTED USING THIS WHEN I WAS GODDAMN YOUNG.
perhaps even before someone was born.
anyway, do not attempt to copy what i say, coz majority will know that it's me coz my words have been known for being crude and crude.


i came across someone.
i looked at the way she worked.
i wondered how did she managed to bring up her girl and boy.
going home on the dot.
playing "taiji" with the boss.



it's a matter of time before she gets kicked out anyway.




AND YES.
i received a sms from a friend.
"is your entry referring to her? she was pissed off yesterday."
"if your entry is NOT referring to her, tell her la."




certain facts, please get them straight.
perhaps i know people who are similar.
perhaps i know more shitty people than my friends, other than my (shitty) friends.
they may read my blog, they may not read my blog.
but all in all, the people that i have mentioned, for their irony in them is too great to deny the FACT that they are just.. indecisive and ironic.




and ironic do causes troubles.
how do i know it?
COZ I WAS LIKE THAT IN THE PAST.
PROUD to declare that this habit was gone before 21.
SO GENERALLY, i am saying, I repeat, GENERALLY,
if you are one of such character.
remember that the whole world has got the rights to say you, and you have already lost your rights when you started to f yourself.
not to mention, violence is never a solution.
it's just a state of deterioriating in your self-delusion condition.




i dont self-proclaim that i write well.
it's just a GENERAL remark that people will pass, when they know me, read my stuff.
i thought that after MJ's passing, there will be world peace..
apparently, not.

there is just one type of person i despise and condemn in this whole life of mine.



which is those that say and act till so real how they can "severe ties" with a particular friend.. but when shit happens, they'll still fall back to that particular person they condemn.




indecisive, weak minded, oxymoron.
the thought of such idiots irk me so much.
it's not about backbone and all.
just be more responsible in what you are saying.




those idiots should know who they are.
zz.
i wonder how long this self-delusion is gonna last for them.
I PITY THEM.