for the first time in my life.



i just realised that i might be having pms.
thus, those nonsensical thoughts.



hahahaha.

despite the distance btw us, i held you close to my heart.
but you were the one who changed.
i have told you how much you meant to me. but i guess those didnt penetrate deep into your mind.



you left anyway. silently. till that night we talked online.
time flies, changes were obvious but i didnt change. not when how you know me then.



all these are making me have second thoughts towards sensitive topics like "responsibility" and "moral values".


p/s: this entry has nothing to do with any of my ex-es or what. its just to a frd whom i really loved.