this is absolutely madness.
i'm just so fcking tired..



wanted to blog more about today but thinking about it makes me so.. tired.
tmr ipo, luckily i aint doing it otherwise i dont think that i will concuss straight away i get home.



STILL, the workload over at my group just keeps accumulating.
we are seriously lack of manpower.



anyone wants to join my firm??

just got the pink bomb the moment i stepped into the office..
23rd June.
I wonder how many more weddings + house warmings are there?
I AM GONNA BE SO BROKE SOON!
argh.




then about a month later, there'll be another wedding!
then following by a house warming.
was telling the gers not to get married so fast.
one of them was telling me that she'll put the house warming after CNY.
already planned so far!
goodness.




then again, i have no idea where will i be during that time.
one more day to my leave.

fcking weather's driving everyone nuts.
is this singapore?
or some soon to be third world country?
the weather's ever changing..



and the injury.
save me.
no, kill me.



i need to get my motivation (by any means) back so that i can study in peace.
and im racking my brains for june's events.
a few big events coming up!
EXAMS.
NEW JOB.
BIRTHDAY!

well, today i left home with peace.
but i realised that i forgot to print out my answers for my questions..
HOW TO STUDY TMR?

man, its been so fucking hectic for me recently.
currently am still in office.
and its been days since i last touched my timesheet.



BOM's lessons are over. i gotta rely on my own.
BE's last lesson's on Monday.



and today i had so wanted to stay at home.
BUT MY LISTCO KINDA SCREWED UP.
i just cant believe it. and it really happened.
i didnt wanna stay, but i cant.
at least now i've finished up my listco and subsi, i cant be any happier.



thank you jy and ds.
=)

Stat audit for Entellium on Wednesday morning.
those flow of thoughts are still in control.
restless.
mentally taxing.





its worse than any slow suicide.

my god.
its been so mofo long since i've worked this way.
(not exactly, alright i'm lying)
in any case, i finally survived through this week!!
but the worst is yet to come.





my group is so empty now.
i need to cover for so many people's arses.
at times i seriously feel like screwing everyone there.
verbally screw i meant.



plus my studies.
previously, i was feeling downright shitty.
at least now i would dare to say that it MIGHT.
(50-50 beats better than downright failure)




its gonna be another long day tmr..

its a beautiful lie..

still at work, heading home soon.
counting down to certain things.
it took me ALOT to do this but i guess.. i just gotta be heartless, be a bitch.



and so.. i did.
moving outta my comfort zone.
for once.
hahaha.

highly fckingly annoyed.
stupid people get away from me.
ARGH.




i was about to blast earlier on. still i worship myself for being able to keep my cool.
just like what sea said..
fckee.

but still there are seriously certain assholes out there that i want them dead.
just like the way someone out there wants me to be dead badly, desperately..
time will tell.

certain things are really not my fault. and yet i gotta apologise.
and seriously if i were to bear any grudges.
honestly, i wont be talking to anyone at all.
afterall, i feel that the whole world owns me something.
why must they do stupid things to make others' lives hard?





tell me why?