its gonna be december soon..
how time flies.
certain things, it doesnt feel right.
i cant pretend that everything's fine.
the best way to kill someone mentally is to strike when one's feeling like me.
hahaha.
then again,
killed by you, it aint the first time, but it wont happen again.


i cant and i WONT.
know what am i doing?
yeah sure.
i'm mentally awake.
realising whats happening to me, to US and the surroundings.
what about you?
say something wont you?
if not.. whats the point?
if you dont know what im talking about.
yeah, fuck it,
forget it.


i want to sleep.
tired and a little empty..




*self delusion. i live in the reality.