are human bonds that vulnerable?
it's like when they need you.. they tell you that you are the world.
when they dont need you.. they treat you like you are from the netherworld.
2005, i wrote this on a piece of paper, slipped it inside my old wallet..



"there are 3 things that i can never ever master.
1. chinese songs
2. mathematics
3. human relationships"



just as i thought that i could break the curse of item (3), things screwed up very badly.
i mentioned before that i hate players who play around.
i don't wish to lead the lifestyle that i used to lead.
like the song by Garbage, it's called Androgyny.
one of the verse goes something like that..
"why can't we just get along..."


part of the lyrics:

When everything is going wrong
And you can't see the point in going on
Nothing in life is set in stone
There's nothing that can't be turned around

Nobody wants to be alone
Everybody wants to love someone
Out of the tree go pick a plum
Why can't we all just get along?


tell me why will you?