give me a reason why i should NOT mock at you.
give me a reason why i should spare a thought for your pathetic feelings all these while.
give me a reason to retain my respect for you.
give me a reason to NOT feel disappointed.




JUST GIVE ME A REASON WHY AREN'T YOUR BRAINS IN PLACE?
you are turning twenty one this year.
you have been like that since sixteen.
i do not see any changes in you since then till now.
perhaps you're getting stupidier.. due to those clubbing mates or weirdo/fake players friends you mix with.
i only see you getting more desperado.
from wanting L to J.
you sleep around, it doesnt matter if you choose properly.
THEN AGAIN, YOU ARE TOO DESPERATE TO THINK OF THAT.
when lust overwhelms you.. you become a TOTAL oxymoron.







any idea of how i felt?
really any idea?
i bet you don't and won't even care.
IF you are just any of my fcked up friends, you can fck around for all i care, and get aids and die unglamourous.
but you used to be the closest to me, in the clique.
tons had happened but we were still pretty close TILL you seriously over crossed my boundary.






know what?
i kept telling myself years back to have stupid people surrounding me.
the first way is to avoid them....
the best way and last alternative is..
FCK THEM OUTTA MY LIFE.
i hope that you understand.
you amazed me so much when you said that you wasted your youth when she was at your age.
PLEASE THINK ABOUT NOW.
i just don't want to say that you wasted my precious time on you.
BUT PLEASE REFLECT.
really just reflect.






if i were to fck around again, i am selective.
i do not fck anyone as they come by.
not because i don't wish to get AIDS.
IT IS JUST MERELY COZ I HAVE MUCH MORE BRAINS THAN YOU AND I PUT THEM INTO GOOD USE.
lastly, it also shows that if there is a choice of being judged and judging, i will, most probably, be judging.
you won't understand.
you will never understand.







goodbye you bitch.
i seriously don't wish to hear from you again.
delete me off from everything if you want to.
i only want friends who love themselves.
only they know what is best for them and do not disgrace themselves.
stupidity is incurable.
this has always been my belief for the past few years.
disappointed and sad, it has been proven right on you.