Saturday, September 10, 2005

fucking tired but do you know?

i'm back. fucking com was down, dont know kena what virus and it had gotta be reformatted. OMFG! my pics are gone. but.. yeah luckily i have a drive of my own.
phew. was at nat's place the whole of today.
yeah. baked cookies, did some math. GRAPH IS LIKE SO SCARY!
then... received a call.
kinda irritated me.
called to ask me if i heard of this star and telling me tht she's oh so sexy?
my god. then get her to be your gf man.
seriously i dont need this kinda shit from anyone, especially after a period of time of not talking and meeting up.
but i shant let tht get to me.
but somehow, pls man, if youre reading this shit and yeah i dont really give a fuck abt it man.
if youre out to upset me, YEAH CONGRATS MAN, youve succeeded.




i like the freedom from everything now.
i like the trust that i've given.
lastly..
i like the peace that's acheived from everything currently.
its been hard, searching fer peace and now that i've got it,
pls be kind and dont destroy it.




was walking home from nel and i thought of certain things.
if one fine day i really go bonkers, i dont know what will i do man.
i wont even care abt the consequences and all.
coz i'm mad! (then, not now)
better not push me to that limit.
i really dont know what will happen.
and even if i gotta die.
i'll make sure that those things i want will go with me.
i cant get them, i make sure that you wont get them too.





right now, just leave me alone alone alone.
btw, nat, thanks fer the dinner!
=)

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