me in this life. with my records of my past r/s, i NEVER want anyone to break my clean record of no regrets. not to mention. this time round.
perhaps i allow myself to feel.
i allowed myself to be brought down.
but..
never gonna put my pride at risk again.
I HATE CRYING.
but ironically i did.
fuck it.
but there's something abt me that noone will know.
not even you.
something that i'm pretty proud of myself anw.
tired.
really tired.
TIRED of everything somehow.
i need a good rest.
i still gotta face my boss tmr.
face the world.
face anyone but you.
i find it hard, real hard.
just like facing..
someone back then.
shakes head.
what will happen, will happen..
you told me this.
right now, just wait.
and perhaps i'll be able to prove you wrong.
WRONG!