i browsed through my previous private blog. okay, i do type alot.
those were the phrases that described how i felt back then, when shit happens and all.
for some reasons, mama fell into the endless cycle of her past and she couldn't sleep but halfway thru the msg, she didnt replied so i reckoned that she died off too.





my humble point of view, it's always humans nature to look back (and regret) the past. dwelling in it ain't gonna do you any good.
let those past be glamorous or not, IT IS ALL IN THE PAST.
if you find that you were dumb in the past and you only realised it now, seriously, you ain't that dumb.
if you find that certain stupid people ain't worthy of keeping and NOW or last year they were already off your list.. it shows that you're still savable.





ultimate stupidity is incurable. it's a fact and it's been proven.
that is why they have entry requirements for schools like university and even polytechnics.
for me, i am stupid in maths, no doubt, but when it comes to other aspect. i don't think that i am, coz i did not get myself into alot of troubles then and now.




so... be glad of your past.
perhaps we hold different definitions and objectives. lastly, the way we handle things are different. all in all, what's past is past, you shouldn't even be thinking about it.
you're smarter than (we know who), so please, do not give me that feeling that at that point of time of deciding, you should have seen what comes after.





after all, life is a bitch, that comes with a package of shit.
okay, that rhymes, though i didn't mean it.





an abrupt farewell, i'm going back to rape my books.