I still believe my feelings
But sometimes I feel too much
I make believe you're close to me
But it ain't close enough
Not nearly close enough


okay, do i? (line one)
i do get screwed up by my feelings at times.
but, the reality will always be there to wake me up..



I miss you so much and I don't know what to say.
reality is realistic enough to wake anyone up on this earth.






everynight i'll paint a pic in my head before i sleep. about someone, about somethings..
somehow, a bloody picture that is quite sadistic.
and almost impossible. (a whole combination of the two parts)




Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?


sadly i dont somehow.. (line 2)
im not on the extreme side yet.
YET, somehow.
even if i'm upset, the sadness will go away swiftly.
so swift that it hurts..



2.4.6.8.12.
but why the thing is only 6 8 and 12?
hmm..

1/3/5/7/9.

OH.
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